Thoughts killing my brain cells

After sitting under the heat pump on my laptop for a good 3 hours straight I've realised how routine my days have become

Wake up at 7am
Go to school
Come home
Eat whatever I can scavenge from the fridge and cupboards
Sit in front of laptop
Watch tv
Worry about all the homework I haven't done
Go to sleep (without doing the homework)

It feels like I'm stuck in deja vu. I want to change it up but what more IS there to do really?
It's not like I can just go out.....it's raining
It's not like I can do my homework....it's boring
I haven't read a book in so long, I think I'm becoming illitertae...i mean illiterate. is that how you spell it? illiterate? is that sounds sounding really weird to anyone else right now?
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I want to be one of those people who just take charge and be independant. Write schedules for themselves, and keep busy. Get organised and work to their fullest potential.
Maybe I should ban myself from the couch for the next few days, see how that goes.
Probably not that well since my 'banning self from youtube' didn't even suceed for one day but I'll try.
Sitting on the floor sounds more fun anyway

I think I've lost some of my self motivation through these years so It's time to get it back
I need to prove myself to myself.

'change is something that the world offers in order for you to become stronger'

Nadeeja
nearly 18 and still as insane as ever

maybe I should stop sitting under the heat pump all day?

Oh the good times :(

Geez three posts in one day. I must have no life.
But this post was necessary
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WARNING This post may make you cry
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Good bye hair :(  It was nice having you around for the last 2 years. So many memories...

R.I.P

WARNING the above image may be disturbing to some viewers

maybe I should have put this warning up before I showed the picture

oh well

PHOTOS GALORE you know you want to see

HAHAHA should've known this was coming...

AH my favourite in super junior. How is he so pretty?

aw look at him! yeah love you too heechul. lol tian your story was awesome. the ending not so much, gah. so I made up the ending.

Heechul and eunhyuk decided to let Nadeeja choose who she wanted to be with because they both loved her so much (okay this feels weird when I'm writing about myself). So nadeeja pondered for a while on her decision......

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.In the end Nadeeja decided to ditch both of them and chose to be with her one true love DONGHAE

THE END

Killing two birds with one stone, here's my second fav eunhyuk and third Donghae. and ummmm kyuhyuns just in the background looking like he wants to kill anchovy.

Donghae: I'm so greatful we won this award

Eunhyuk: mwah...I love you award

Kyu: You get your lips on that award, you're dead

OH there's Heechul again. yes yes heechul we know you love us <3

The Shining SHINEE

started my kpop obsession with ring ding dong

Look Tian It's heechul's cat and Hankyung's dog. even they seem to be in love.....not that im saying the owners are in love *cough*

Kyuhyun: psh I'm so much prettier than you

Heechul: In your dreams

bessie who's your favourite???

Kyu's thoghts: 'AISH Ain's gonna kill me when she finds out about my affair with Rachel.I'm dead. '

 haha sorry ain.

I still have to show you that video of kyu being drunk

xoxoxoxoxox

This is me :D

Hello blogging world,
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Now that I've started I have no idea what to say. I wanted to get a blog so that all of us friends can unite through the power of writing.....okay I lie. I just want to annoy people by posting way too many Heechul pictures on here SUCKERS!!

so a bit about me. I'm Nadeeja....um DUH (if you didn't know this and your reading this blog please get out and stop stalking me). Since I started writing this I've realised how hard it is to explain who you are to somebody. I've always believed that if you try defining yourself then you're just putting yourself in a restricting box...so being mildly clastrophobic I'm not gonna try. and anyway if I started writing about all the crazy weirdness that is Nadeeja I might overload this blog and possibly crash my computer.

So everyone should know about my phases of addiction. They come strong but die away fast, right now my obsession is with kpop. kinda don't want that one to die out. It's been fun so far.
To quote a genius 'thoughts (or in my case phases/obsessions) are like clouds. enjoy them while you can and then let them pass away in the wind'
sorry blog, you might just end up being one of my obsessions as well :(

so yeah that's me.....not that the blog included a whole lot about me but yeah. If you could understand any of what I've said above then you my friend deserve a medal.

oh and shout out to Rachel Kirby....because she asked me to mention her on my blog hehe
Ain, Tian and monkey...i mean Bessie ummmm how the hell do i follow your blogs?????
I guess ill figure it out somehow (....5 minutes later haha I learn fast. now im on my way to stalking you!)

xoxoxoxo
HappyOwl out
oh....and anticipate the kpop photo overload VERY SOON