So today is by 18th Birthday and I think it had to be one of the best birthdays ever. I just felt so loved by everyone, my family and my friends I am eternally grateful to you for being in my life. You might be wondering what I'm on about 'life reflection' since I'm only 18 but it seems like a serious length of time though.
I think I had the best possible childhood I could have ever dreamed of. I was one of those kids running around barefoot on the rocky pathway, having foot races against my sisters and the neighbourhood kids to the end of the pathway. Drinking nectar out of flowers and pretending that the boot of the car was a space shuttle and I was an astronaut. I wasn't really serious about my school work then. Heck i even used to throw my school bag onto the road in front of my house after i got off the school bus from school, my poor grandad had to pick it up everyday (rest in peace)
hmmm I was a little emo even then huh?
When we moved to New Zealand it wasn't really a big deal to me because I was still young and it just seemed like a new adventure. The best thing about moving was that before I left I got a whole box of cadbury chocolates to give to my classmates, and there were lots of bars left so I ate them all.....yeah
Adjusting to school was hard. Knowing only how to say 'hi my name is Nadeeja' and a few english words didn't help but I'm actually amazed how fast I picked it up. I'm not boasting or anything, i think in general, if people move to different countries the first ones to adjust are the children.
High school I loved...still love. hehe it's not finished yet.
yr 9 was scary though because I hardly knew anyone, but that was the case with everyone wasn't it?
I made friends with Jessica first. She was sitting next to me when we were playing the name games and I still remember us introducing ourselves and from then on we kinda stayed friends till now.
Me, jess, bessie and rachel were in the same formclass in the beginning of yr 9 (ain joined in the middle). I remember talking to bessie for the first time during maths. you were so smart even then bess :D
rachel kinda came along with bessie. haha first impressions were that you guys were short. can't say that now, now I'm the shortest ones. the cruel way of life :P
Met Cindy through Rachel. first impressions: weird and possesive of her tamagochi. haha
then Ain came along during middle of school year. so glad that you clicked with bessie and....wow everything just seemed to work out perfectly from there. except for minor glitches (BESSIE LEAVING FOR AUZ WAAA :'( but hey we're still friends :D).
Ming and Tian I met officially (unofficially was in camp) in yr 10. when I saw them i actually thought (in all honesty) 'I want to be friends with them', and I've never looked back on that.
Having you guys as my friend these past years I've realised how I've come to depend on you, to cherish you and love you. You guys have let me be myself and I'm so thankful for that, for having you guys accept me for who I am.
People including me have said that nothing is ever perfect
So why does it feel perfect now?
People have said that nothing is impossible
So why does it feel impossible to say goodbye?
People say that goodbye isn't forever
So why am I so scared of what the future holds?
I don't know what the future holds. Next year everything will be different. We'll be in different places, doing different things but I hope we never change our love for each other, because each and every one of you I admire as my friends and as people and I would hate to lose you.
The place I am in life right now...I've never felt more lucky
So I made a birthday wish
that everyone in my life will always be happy
LOVE
Nadeeja
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Coincidences in life
Life is so weird
Wellington weather is bipolar
It was sunny as summer in the morning but just now (6pm)
HAIL
look Bessie!
it hailed today. so weird since we were talking about it before.
I took some hail and put it in the freezer
PET HAIL!
Always live
Enjoying the little things in life that makes you happy
Annoying things that annoy me
Okay well there's a lot of things in life that annoys me but since my short term memory is pretty.....umm how should i put this.. 'retarded' I'll only say some of them now
first: the verification code word thing you have to type in before posting a comment. on one website it said that it's used to distinguish if you're human. WTF? who else would be writing 50 billions (mostly comprehendable) words on a blog ? animals? those must be some really smart animals i mean not to just write actual english words on a blog but to log onto a computer and go to the internet and SIGN IN.
second: people on public buses. I get that they're alot of people on the bus who are talking so it's noisy but i mean do you really need to scream at eachother? It doesn't help the noise situation much heck if they stayed silent for 5 minutes they might even realise that most of the noise is coming off them. Sucks because I can never listen to my ipod on the bus without permanently damaging my hearing. I'm on my way to deafness people WOO
third: people who pretend. pretend to like people when they actually don't, or pretend to like them in order to use them, or pretend to like them because apparently everyone else does. People who pretend to care about things just because others do, and have no real opinion for themselves. just people who pretend.
fourth: I hate it when people annoy me in the morning. I'm not a morning person so seriously don't ever piss me off in the morning. see why my username is happyOWL? it means im happy at night not in the morning
fifth: when tights slide down when you're walking. you have to adjust it every 5 seconds. It looks like im scratching my thighs so people must think i have a rash or something
sixth: people thinking they know me. I'm not black and white, I'm the whole rainbow that you can't see in cloudy days
wow i love how the length of them got progressively shorter. I get bored easily
the fact that ain was gonna write things that annoys her and i wrote this is purely coincidental I swear. imagine my WTFness when I read that she had planned to do this ages ago
luv you ain
hmm shoutout to people i don't mention much on my blogs mostly due to the fact that they don't have blogs.
jess WOO 18 already. her assembly performance today was awesome. Hope all goes well on friday musical genius you
rachel....well she gets some recognition cos she asks for it
Ming aw ming I don't see you enough in school. damn them not putting us together in any classes. oh well let's pwn first aid course together
Cindy...so smart but denies it alot, like round things....apparently
bess, tian and ain......HI
18 in two days FREAKAY
xoxo
no not gossip girl
it's Deesh
first: the verification code word thing you have to type in before posting a comment. on one website it said that it's used to distinguish if you're human. WTF? who else would be writing 50 billions (mostly comprehendable) words on a blog ? animals? those must be some really smart animals i mean not to just write actual english words on a blog but to log onto a computer and go to the internet and SIGN IN.
second: people on public buses. I get that they're alot of people on the bus who are talking so it's noisy but i mean do you really need to scream at eachother? It doesn't help the noise situation much heck if they stayed silent for 5 minutes they might even realise that most of the noise is coming off them. Sucks because I can never listen to my ipod on the bus without permanently damaging my hearing. I'm on my way to deafness people WOO
third: people who pretend. pretend to like people when they actually don't, or pretend to like them in order to use them, or pretend to like them because apparently everyone else does. People who pretend to care about things just because others do, and have no real opinion for themselves. just people who pretend.
fourth: I hate it when people annoy me in the morning. I'm not a morning person so seriously don't ever piss me off in the morning. see why my username is happyOWL? it means im happy at night not in the morning
fifth: when tights slide down when you're walking. you have to adjust it every 5 seconds. It looks like im scratching my thighs so people must think i have a rash or something
sixth: people thinking they know me. I'm not black and white, I'm the whole rainbow that you can't see in cloudy days
wow i love how the length of them got progressively shorter. I get bored easily
the fact that ain was gonna write things that annoys her and i wrote this is purely coincidental I swear. imagine my WTFness when I read that she had planned to do this ages ago
luv you ain
hmm shoutout to people i don't mention much on my blogs mostly due to the fact that they don't have blogs.
jess WOO 18 already. her assembly performance today was awesome. Hope all goes well on friday musical genius you
rachel....well she gets some recognition cos she asks for it
Ming aw ming I don't see you enough in school. damn them not putting us together in any classes. oh well let's pwn first aid course together
Cindy...so smart but denies it alot, like round things....apparently
bess, tian and ain......HI
18 in two days FREAKAY
xoxo
no not gossip girl
it's Deesh
Monday, August 30, 2010
Thoughts killing my brain cells
After sitting under the heat pump on my laptop for a good 3 hours straight I've realised how routine my days have become
Wake up at 7am
Go to school
Come home
Eat whatever I can scavenge from the fridge and cupboards
Sit in front of laptop
Watch tv
Worry about all the homework I haven't done
Go to sleep (without doing the homework)
It feels like I'm stuck in deja vu. I want to change it up but what more IS there to do really?
It's not like I can just go out.....it's raining
It's not like I can do my homework....it's boring
I haven't read a book in so long, I think I'm becoming illitertae...i mean illiterate. is that how you spell it? illiterate? is that sounds sounding really weird to anyone else right now?
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I want to be one of those people who just take charge and be independant. Write schedules for themselves, and keep busy. Get organised and work to their fullest potential.
Maybe I should ban myself from the couch for the next few days, see how that goes.
Probably not that well since my 'banning self from youtube' didn't even suceed for one day but I'll try.
Sitting on the floor sounds more fun anyway
I think I've lost some of my self motivation through these years so It's time to get it back
I need to prove myself to myself.
'change is something that the world offers in order for you to become stronger'
Nadeeja
nearly 18 and still as insane as ever
maybe I should stop sitting under the heat pump all day?
Wake up at 7am
Go to school
Come home
Eat whatever I can scavenge from the fridge and cupboards
Sit in front of laptop
Watch tv
Worry about all the homework I haven't done
Go to sleep (without doing the homework)
It feels like I'm stuck in deja vu. I want to change it up but what more IS there to do really?
It's not like I can just go out.....it's raining
It's not like I can do my homework....it's boring
I haven't read a book in so long, I think I'm becoming illitertae...i mean illiterate. is that how you spell it? illiterate? is that sounds sounding really weird to anyone else right now?
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I want to be one of those people who just take charge and be independant. Write schedules for themselves, and keep busy. Get organised and work to their fullest potential.
Maybe I should ban myself from the couch for the next few days, see how that goes.
Probably not that well since my 'banning self from youtube' didn't even suceed for one day but I'll try.
Sitting on the floor sounds more fun anyway
I think I've lost some of my self motivation through these years so It's time to get it back
I need to prove myself to myself.
'change is something that the world offers in order for you to become stronger'
Nadeeja
nearly 18 and still as insane as ever
maybe I should stop sitting under the heat pump all day?
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Oh the good times :(
Geez three posts in one day. I must have no life.
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Good bye hair :( It was nice having you around for the last 2 years. So many memories...
R.I.P
WARNING the above image may be disturbing to some viewers
maybe I should have put this warning up before I showed the picture
oh well
Friday, August 27, 2010
PHOTOS GALORE you know you want to see
HAHAHA should've known this was coming...
AH my favourite in super junior. How is he so pretty?
aw look at him! yeah love you too heechul. lol tian your story was awesome. the ending not so much, gah. so I made up the ending.
Heechul and eunhyuk decided to let Nadeeja choose who she wanted to be with because they both loved her so much (okay this feels weird when I'm writing about myself). So nadeeja pondered for a while on her decision......
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.In the end Nadeeja decided to ditch both of them and chose to be with her one true love DONGHAE
THE END
Killing two birds with one stone, here's my second fav eunhyuk and third Donghae. and ummmm kyuhyuns just in the background looking like he wants to kill anchovy.
Donghae: I'm so greatful we won this award
Eunhyuk: mwah...I love you award
Kyu: You get your lips on that award, you're dead
OH there's Heechul again. yes yes heechul we know you love us <3
The Shining SHINEE
started my kpop obsession with ring ding dong
Look Tian It's heechul's cat and Hankyung's dog. even they seem to be in love.....not that im saying the owners are in love *cough*
Kyuhyun: psh I'm so much prettier than you
Heechul: In your dreams
bessie who's your favourite???
Kyu's thoghts: 'AISH Ain's gonna kill me when she finds out about my affair with Rachel.I'm dead. '
haha sorry ain.
I still have to show you that video of kyu being drunk
xoxoxoxoxox
This is me :D
Hello blogging world,
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Now that I've started I have no idea what to say. I wanted to get a blog so that all of us friends can unite through the power of writing.....okay I lie. I just want to annoy people by posting way too many Heechul pictures on here SUCKERS!!
so a bit about me. I'm Nadeeja....um DUH (if you didn't know this and your reading this blog please get out and stop stalking me). Since I started writing this I've realised how hard it is to explain who you are to somebody. I've always believed that if you try defining yourself then you're just putting yourself in a restricting box...so being mildly clastrophobic I'm not gonna try. and anyway if I started writing about all the crazy weirdness that is Nadeeja I might overload this blog and possibly crash my computer.
So everyone should know about my phases of addiction. They come strong but die away fast, right now my obsession is with kpop. kinda don't want that one to die out. It's been fun so far.
To quote a genius 'thoughts (or in my case phases/obsessions) are like clouds. enjoy them while you can and then let them pass away in the wind'
sorry blog, you might just end up being one of my obsessions as well :(
so yeah that's me.....not that the blog included a whole lot about me but yeah. If you could understand any of what I've said above then you my friend deserve a medal.
oh and shout out to Rachel Kirby....because she asked me to mention her on my blog hehe
Ain, Tian and monkey...i mean Bessie ummmm how the hell do i follow your blogs?????
I guess ill figure it out somehow (....5 minutes later haha I learn fast. now im on my way to stalking you!)
xoxoxoxo
HappyOwl out
oh....and anticipate the kpop photo overload VERY SOON
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Now that I've started I have no idea what to say. I wanted to get a blog so that all of us friends can unite through the power of writing.....okay I lie. I just want to annoy people by posting way too many Heechul pictures on here SUCKERS!!
so a bit about me. I'm Nadeeja....um DUH (if you didn't know this and your reading this blog please get out and stop stalking me). Since I started writing this I've realised how hard it is to explain who you are to somebody. I've always believed that if you try defining yourself then you're just putting yourself in a restricting box...so being mildly clastrophobic I'm not gonna try. and anyway if I started writing about all the crazy weirdness that is Nadeeja I might overload this blog and possibly crash my computer.
So everyone should know about my phases of addiction. They come strong but die away fast, right now my obsession is with kpop. kinda don't want that one to die out. It's been fun so far.
To quote a genius 'thoughts (or in my case phases/obsessions) are like clouds. enjoy them while you can and then let them pass away in the wind'
sorry blog, you might just end up being one of my obsessions as well :(
so yeah that's me.....not that the blog included a whole lot about me but yeah. If you could understand any of what I've said above then you my friend deserve a medal.
oh and shout out to Rachel Kirby....because she asked me to mention her on my blog hehe
Ain, Tian and monkey...i mean Bessie ummmm how the hell do i follow your blogs?????
I guess ill figure it out somehow (....5 minutes later haha I learn fast. now im on my way to stalking you!)
xoxoxoxo
HappyOwl out
oh....and anticipate the kpop photo overload VERY SOON
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