BLOG REUNION

So I see 2011 rolled by like 5 months ago and I completely neglected my blog. I looks back on it now thinking 'damn I need to put some eunhae photos up' and 'must tell my blog about all my new obsessions' and 'damn heechul looks pretty' and 'how the hell did the monkey and the panda bear still keep up with their blogs while successfully not failing uni'...and such random and mostly unimportant/nonsensical thoughts as those.
So as the title of this blog says I am having a (...possibly momentary) reunion with my blog. To the total of all the....3 people who has ever read my blog, yeah you know who you are 'PANDABEARMONKEYJBUG' I dedicate this totally random and emo poem to you guys.

Kite

What do you want?

For all the first times to come back?

For everything to feel overwhelming

Just as it did when we started?

Did you think it would last forever?

I didn’t but at least I held on

Did you get bored?

Didn’t take you long

You’re only human after all I guess

You think too much of something is bad

Tell me

What’s wrong with something trying to give you everything?

I guess you found someone new

Someone better

Someone closer

So what am I now?

You’ve left me hanging

Should I break the ties I’m trying so hard to keep clenched in my heart?

I thought I was your kite

Far away yet still connected

When did you decided to let go?

I didn’t realise till I was floating away

Far away from you

Maybe I should have looked down more

But what’s the point when you never ever looked up at me?

The days of being strangers are back

Just like how we started

Is that what you wanted?

To go back to what was?

But it won’t be the same will it?

Once we go back you won’t be able to catch me

I’m already floating you see

You don’t even see the tears ripping me apart

You don’t see me soak in it in longing

You don’t see me trying to push against the wind to come back to you

Is it time I let you go?

Is it too late for that even?

Because you have already let me fly away

This is as a result of lack of 'hitting the hay' and feeling a tad ignored and unimportant in this wide world. When I'm feeling more -UNEMO- I shall upload the love poem i've bin drafting on my phone bit by bit when studying just got a bit too much.
Love
Dee....*falls dead asleep with the laptop keyboard as tonights pillow. yay for square indents on my forehead in the morning*